May remember me posting about mental crap earlier this week. Went to doctors and they ran a bunch of tests and it turns out that every day more and more pressure builds in my head, and at the moment they don't know which part is causing it. But the doctor said if they don't find it and fix it within 4 months I will be dead.

My father died of a Aortic Aneurysm... I have a large chance (67%) of dying from a Brain Aneurysm. History likes to repeat itself.

That and I crashed my Maxima... What fun I'm having this week.

PS: And my insurance company is claiming that they "can't" pay for the tests and the surgery.

*******s.

 

Dude, I am honestly sorry to hear about your situation. You're going through a hell of a lot of crap. I wish there was something I could tell you to make it all go away... but I can't. Sorry.

Have you thought about taking it easy for a while?... go to the Bahamas or Phillipenes (much cheaper & secluded beaches) or something... maybe you just need some time off. Try this: don't give a crap about anything anymore... & see if you feel less pressure in your life.

I mean it, you gotta really think this way:
Lose your job?... "Who cares, big f'n deal!"
Total your car?... "whatever!"
Girl dumps you?... "See ya!"

I dunno, I hope you do get some real help & you get better cause it would really suck losing you Have you considered accupuncture as treatment alternative?

I can see you're also having problems sleeping (or maybe you just work nights, like me)

Best of luck man!
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hmm i can hook it up with airline tickets to the phillippines..as well as good secluded resorts....its a great place to get away...swim with the fish in crystal clear blue water....i went about 2 years ago..it was nice...to leave the cellphone home....leave the computer...step into a propeller plane...and a motor boat ...3 hours later...on a nice...nice...white sand island...

 

I am weird in certain areas. I don't like going places and I don't like vacations My happiness comes from doing basic things every day and working on cars.

 

Yes, but maybe if you try something different, it will help in some way? At least you can try something like backpacking for a few days... nice, cheap, & relaxing...

Just something to get you to stop thinking about your everyday activities & responsibilities. Just give it a shot for the hell of it! C'mon, melteye...

Also sitting on the beach listening to waves breaking can be very, very calming...

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So can having... nm I won't say that

 

...hmmmm very very very good point!